tissues all over the floor, talcum power in my hair, oh my god where am I?

WOW where have I been? Well, nowhere, of course. jesus, when do I ever go away anyway? This entry is already completely redundant and shitty. Guess I just need a more ~positive~ attitude. Okay. I will list all the POSITIVE things in my life right now. Of course, I wouldn't be the complete negative nancy I am without qucky following all the positivity with some NEGATIVITY.

• semester 2
• this semester i am not waking up every morning thinking OH GOD because i actually made some good choices this semester. no more phonology and way more ebonics makes getting out of bed in the morning so much easier.
  

• this song
• PRETTY GOOD

• aloe vera juice
• What a special drink, I don't really drive to university ever anymore but yesterday i did and i was driving down blenheim road and remembered how amazing aloe vera juice is and so i just kinda swerved across 3 lanes really fast to get to the korean supermarket for MY FIX. Honestly, this time last year my friend was like "oh wanna try aloe vera juice?" and I was all, "are you fucking insane? aloe vera? in a drink?" but then I tried it and it was incredible, like grape hubba bubba only better.

Why can I only thing of 3 positive things in my life? I am thinking too much about the negative. Well, I am not going to mention all the negative because I actually can't think of anything thats worth listing that won't make me out to be a horrible, horrible person. Maybe next time!

I don't know why but I am really into movies which feature characters going to Harvard. Lately I have branched off into real life and today watched a lecturer at university whom is all ~harvard grad~ down a bottle of coke really fast. It killed the mystique pretty fast, I will never watch good will hunting ever again.

the dreamiest dreamcatcher

i haven't drawn anything in ages, so i thought, hell, lets just draw an amazing dreamcatcher. so, yeah, i did. i think i have a very promising future in the dream catcher designing industry, there is a HUGE demand. trust me.

i am really into the L word lately. i don't know why though, honestly guyz i'm not a closet dyke or anything. i think the main reason i watch it is to experience the greatness that is pam grier. woah. seriously. she doesn't play a lesbian on the show but chooses to hang out with this close group of gayz and tranz because she is cool with that. she gets real tired of all their cheating, mass menstrual cycles BS though and that provides 100% entertainment! she calls all her sistahs "babygirl" and it is sooooo amazing.

this is a terrible entry, i will finish now but not without trying to redeem myself by posting this marvel;

wouldn't it be just like, the mostest incrediblest amazingest place to live? well, it wouldn't be luxury but who needs that when you would have such a good view of what yr neighbors are up to. it would be just the phattest pad ever.

siete canciones para te

"List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre,whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now, shaping your Spring. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to."

WHAT A HUGE CALL. alright.

cranes - abe vigoda

When i first heard this song, I was really unsure about it and it just didn't sound right. But i kept listening to it and it grew on me. boy oh boy did it grow alright. grew faster than bamboo! no but seriously, this song is amazing and i listen to it a lot.




cosmic sing a long - cryptacize

one time i was listening to this song when i was trying to find a carpark and it stopped me from going crazy because i really hate trying to find a place to park my shitty car. if i was in shooters and this song came on i would be all over the podiums, omgz/.,./


films - fabio

where do you start? the lyrics? the bad stock music? fabios smooth voice lulling you into a sense of oh my god i am going to crash the car this is so amazing? what i wouldn't give to have been that bird that flew into his face, oh my god it would astound you.

daytona beach - half japanese

wish i was actually half japanese, look at that diva to your left, isn't she amazing? oh my god, and her jacket? i want to be like that when i am in my 50's, however, the lack of oriental blood will hinder this realz significantly. oh yeah and um, this track is SLAMMING.

i made you nervous (in 1995) - lucky dragons

in 1995, i was 7 years old and a boy in my class was so excited about it being 1995 that he painted "1995" on an icecream container. it made me nervous.

freedom (evolution dub) - world court

GAWD i wish this band would release more than 3 songs; AH MAZE ING. this song reminds me of this day when i decided to drop out of fashion school and i just felt like a whole new person so i downloaded a whole lot of music and this song was one of them. great soundtrack for dropping out and thus wasting thousands of dollars and hours and hours of hours.

eraser - no age

this song is a king among men. the whole album is real good. go check your thighs in a mirror, and, I'M DONE. (this is directed at saleisha from ANTM through the mouth of um, what is her name? oh my god she is amazing, i hate saleisha, what a gross ho)

OKAY i really hope those download links actually work. even though it doesn't matter at all because sheesh, lets face it, is anybody reading this? okay so this whole "tag 7 of your friends", well, i am not so sure about that, i am just tagging anybody who is reading this.

PLEASE

DO

IT

!

aching head of sigh

i am sighing so much all over the place right now. i don't think i have ever sighed so much in my life. i have my ~espanol~ exam tomorrow and i am not looking forward to it at all; mainly because i haven't studied AT ALL, unless, well, you count watching the breakfast club with spanish subtitles studying, well, then, yeah. i guess i have studied a little bit. oh well, my ~psychic vibez~ are telling me EVERYTHING will be OKAY.

oh god i hope those psychic vibez are right. this is all just making me sigh even more. like my turban? i bought it through the magic of the internet and wow it was just that MAGIC that it arrived within days. maybe i should wear it to the exam tomorrow because it just has so many amazing vibes which could NEVER, EVER be HARSHED on. wish i could stop talking about vibes, i mean seriously. what?

over your gate and lets plant peach tree

I JUST FOUND THE BEST WEBSITE!

http://morph.cs.st-andrews.ac.uk/Transformer/index.html

oh my god. here are my ~transformations~;

they are all pretty self explanatory and i guess a little predictable, but i didn't see the next one coming that's for sure;

MASCULINIZED

my oh my, who knew i would be such a devilishly handsome man? should i get a sex change? i am so confused right now.

today was a bad day but i drowned my naive and uninformed sorrows into a mcdonalds sundae and then everything was okay. i haven't drawn any pictures in ages because i don't know what to draw, why is life so tough! i am sighing all over the place.

in which i dream that a dream comes true

i found a roll of film in my car so i got it developed. 70% of the photos were unfocused/blurry/crap but the photos that did turn out were gems! they also opened up some old wounds, that ginger cat, well, he got run over and died. so heartbreaking because as you can see, he was so pretty :(

ALRIGHT so i have not been keeping up with this whole "picture a day" thing. you would think i would have some amazing excuse, unless you count sitting around watching tv and reading a good excuse, then yeah, i guess i have a good excuse. ANYWAY so i managed to drive 5 hours each way on my own to picton. it wasn't really that bad at all and obviously i didn't crash. although you never know with some people, once on livejournal this girl updated her journal from hospital after nearly dying in a housefire. HOWEVER i think she was lying though, i mean, seriously, who is that retarded. the drive real pretty intense and i was surpised at how much fuel i used, barely any! oh peak oil STOP TEASING ME ;);)

ENOUGH of that, last night daniel rossen came to me in a dream and it was DREAMY. he wore a strange furry white bearsuit. i wore NOTHING BUT A TOWEL because, um, i lost all my clothes in a swimming pool. it was awkward. does this count as creepy fan art? oh my god IT DOES.

you are a babe

hello! i am having a lot of problems with being really lazy lately. i don't know what to do, is it normal to be this lazy? how lazy, you ask? oh god i don't know but i have never felt so lazy in my entire life. this doesn't work well with trying to keep up with university work, OH GOD IT DOES NOT AT ALL. anyway here is a picture i drew, it's is not finished, never will get finished and it's not from a personal experience or anything (obviously). somehow plucked from my DRY AS A BONE imagination.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

where is this blog going? i have no idea. tomorrow i am driving by myself for 4 hours, it could either be amazing or awful. awful to the possibility of crashing the car and DYING IN A BLAZE OF GLORY. i don't know what would be glorious about it through. i am staying with some of mi familia at this batch which has the fruitiest description;

"Only 30 minutes by sealed road from Picton, this welcoming 4 bedoom home is set in a stunning, private 3/4 acre garden of large lawns and fruit trees with spectacular views of Anakiwa Bay - yet just a two minute (timed!) walk to the water’s edge.

Deck chairs and hammocks offer full relaxation, while cricket, petanque and badminton allow for some garden action - or take the kayaks down to the water’s edge. Afterwards, pick lemons for your drinks, fresh herbs for the barbecue and eat at the 10-seater outdoor table on the deck.

Inside, the spacious, recently renovated open plan area has a kitchen with all the gadgets, two living areas, log burner, Ikea furniture, large selection of books and games, CD player, TV and DVD. Upstairs, the third living area and main bedroom have views of the Queen Charlotte Sound and hills beyond.

The beach by the jetty is ideal for safe swimming and kayaking and the magnificent Queen Charlotte Track, perfect for short walks, long tramps or mountain biking, starts here. Children can bike along the flat waterfront with its wide grass verges and fish from the jetty. Boats can be launched by the jetty at appropriate tide times. Other activities in the local area include sailing, fishing, bird watching, glow worms, eco tours, craft trails, visits to the Marlborough vineyards or exploring Nelson just an hour and a quarter away. Local store and petrol station just 5 mins away. Ideal for one or two families or for adult getaways (WHAT!!!). Stay at any time of the year and fall in love with this amazing place."

so hopefully i make it all the way there, i'm sure the desire for ikea furniture and picking lemons for my drink will keep me focused! maybe i could go for a wee kayak or something, oh the options are endless!