you are a babe

hello! i am having a lot of problems with being really lazy lately. i don't know what to do, is it normal to be this lazy? how lazy, you ask? oh god i don't know but i have never felt so lazy in my entire life. this doesn't work well with trying to keep up with university work, OH GOD IT DOES NOT AT ALL. anyway here is a picture i drew, it's is not finished, never will get finished and it's not from a personal experience or anything (obviously). somehow plucked from my DRY AS A BONE imagination.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

where is this blog going? i have no idea. tomorrow i am driving by myself for 4 hours, it could either be amazing or awful. awful to the possibility of crashing the car and DYING IN A BLAZE OF GLORY. i don't know what would be glorious about it through. i am staying with some of mi familia at this batch which has the fruitiest description;

"Only 30 minutes by sealed road from Picton, this welcoming 4 bedoom home is set in a stunning, private 3/4 acre garden of large lawns and fruit trees with spectacular views of Anakiwa Bay - yet just a two minute (timed!) walk to the water’s edge.

Deck chairs and hammocks offer full relaxation, while cricket, petanque and badminton allow for some garden action - or take the kayaks down to the water’s edge. Afterwards, pick lemons for your drinks, fresh herbs for the barbecue and eat at the 10-seater outdoor table on the deck.

Inside, the spacious, recently renovated open plan area has a kitchen with all the gadgets, two living areas, log burner, Ikea furniture, large selection of books and games, CD player, TV and DVD. Upstairs, the third living area and main bedroom have views of the Queen Charlotte Sound and hills beyond.

The beach by the jetty is ideal for safe swimming and kayaking and the magnificent Queen Charlotte Track, perfect for short walks, long tramps or mountain biking, starts here. Children can bike along the flat waterfront with its wide grass verges and fish from the jetty. Boats can be launched by the jetty at appropriate tide times. Other activities in the local area include sailing, fishing, bird watching, glow worms, eco tours, craft trails, visits to the Marlborough vineyards or exploring Nelson just an hour and a quarter away. Local store and petrol station just 5 mins away. Ideal for one or two families or for adult getaways (WHAT!!!). Stay at any time of the year and fall in love with this amazing place."

so hopefully i make it all the way there, i'm sure the desire for ikea furniture and picking lemons for my drink will keep me focused! maybe i could go for a wee kayak or something, oh the options are endless!